on the outside looking in.

I am sort of paranoid with the idea of how people perceive me. I often wonder what people are thinking of me. But i've come to the conclusion that i shouldn't even care. So i won't. But I wish I could live outside of myself, so I could judge myself.
Sounds weird, i know, but I want to see how satisfied i'd be with who i really am.

From the inside looking in, I think i'd definitely change:

• my attitude for specific situations.
• My quick ability to get upset (in an angry way).
• my judging. I judge more than I should. 
• Patience. and not just while i'm driving. 
• my charity seems like it's been lacking lately, and I need to step it up.
• & my worrying. I worry like a wart.

Small list, I know. But just keep in mind that this is only from my perspective. I'm not perfect, and I'm sure anyone can figure that out in a second...
Okay maybe more like a minute or two.

My point is made.